忘記曾經自己一個人

聖誕節 到處團聚的聖誕氣氛 卻也會是最寂寞的

早已忘記自己孤獨的那種感覺，走在街上，心卻掛記著家人，喝了杯熱咖啡，坐在街角的咖啡店，窗前，雨滴順著窗落下，氣溫雖冷，店內卻溫熱，在那之前，好久之前，曾經無目的走在街上，孤寂由心而生，當時，相當討厭節日。

曾經似乎一無是處，慢慢努力想當個有用處的人，如今十分珍惜那曾經的樣貌，是教訓，也是經驗，或者，也體認到自己的能與不能，唯有不斷的學習，這人生才有點意思。

學校溫室畢業後，十幾年過去了，而我有成為想像中的我嗎？或許還差得遠。開會途中經過一連串精心打造的聖誕佈置，我想起曾經的我，哎呀，孤寂真的不好受，卻可以讓人更珍惜當下的溫暖，繼續再加油。

想起arco的歌，這世界我們都是獨自一個人

Arco – All This World

Pale and clear the light of dawn
Evening’s laughter long gone
Even love a forgotten need
Draw the shade and face the day
Feel illusion float away
Hold the dream and let it free
How many strangers d’you have to meet?
How many old friends d’you have to see?
With how many lovers d’you have to sleep?
To know that you’re alone in all this world
Feel the fear and let it pass
Hear the questions no-one asks
Close your eyes and let them see
How many strangers d’you have to meet?
How many times kneel at your god’s feet?
With how many lovers d’you have to sleep?
To know that you’re alone in all this world